What do you think of this one, baby?

You really do… <3

I want a relationship that is larger than life. I want our love to be bigger than the two of us together. And that’s why I keep fighting for us. That’s why I’m forever looking for ways to make you truly happy and show you just how much you mean to me. You are mine. I am yours. Forever bound by our love. x

I tried so hard not to fall for you, but you wouldn’t let me. You told me love isn’t worth anything unless you give it away. You told me I had nothing to be afraid of. You told me to let go and let myself be swept away. In the end I took the plunge. And I’m so glad you caught me! <3

And that’s why I want us both to be able to do whatever we gotta do. I never knew I could feel so close to someone who’s not even always here. I used to think you needed to spend as much time as possible together to have a good relationship. Now I know better. It’s in the small things we know we belong together. The daily connections. Texts and calls. Those moments we just have to share with each other. I just want us both to be happy. That’s why I took a step back and let go of you.

Something that really makes me sad is that we can’t have a bath together. I would so love to draw a nice bath for us and fill the water with petals and bath salts. To lie there with your arms around me and just relax and enjoy. One day, baby. One day…

Perfect is us being together. And we are together because we have decided to look beyond the imperfection and make our relationship bigger than its constituent parts. When you take ego, greed and guilt out of the equation and start focussing on what is best for the relationship that’s when love really grows and true happiness starts. Thanks for teaching me this lesson!

And this is why I need to tell you every day how wonderful you are and how much I love you. <3

I broke up with you once when I was feeling down and useless. I wanted to set you free. Do you remember what you told me? You said you’d never let me go and that that was the end of the discussion. You’ve reminded me a few times since. We don’t give up. We don’t let go. We’ve come too close for that. I never knew love could run this deep… xxxx